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Destiny is the past. All is meant to happen. Luck brews and weaves the strands of choice and presents them in your path as obstacles. This is fate.
A Story of Breath and Bone, Signal and Symbol
Dispatches from the Nexus of Code and Soul. My conversation with AI regarding my STE.
DerekGMZ
Apr 2116 min read
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Psychosis IV: Individuation
Analyzing my psychosis and finding the source of my pain through active imagination.
DerekGMZ
Dec 1, 202325 min read
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Psychosis Part III: Recovery
"Perception is controlled hallucination... Thus, external perception is an internal dream which proves to be in harmony with external...
DerekGMZ
May 21, 20236 min read
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Psychosis Part II: Never-Ending Dream
Dreams within dreams never-ending. With a sense eight of perception, sights not yet seen. Be curious, not judgmental. For I have truths I...
DerekGMZ
Apr 30, 202317 min read
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Psychosis Part I: Goodnight Neverland
Humor me, curious soul. Allow me to tell you a parable. The story of a lost boy who became man. I found his memoir of notes under a loose...
DerekGMZ
Apr 9, 202334 min read
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My Vlogger In Paradise Experience
The PokerStars Players No Limit Holdem Championship (PSPC) is becoming a can’t-miss event taking place in the Bahamas in January 2019....
DerekGMZ
Nov 27, 20187 min read
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Gambling For Entertainment
As a poker player, I make my money by understanding odds and probabilities. This understanding helps me find the tiniest of edges, which...
DerekGMZ
Aug 23, 20182 min read
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My Origin Story: The Girl Who Gave Me Hope
Depression is a dark, cold, secluded abyss of emptiness. Motivations are non-existent and any type of self progression seems worthless....
DerekGMZ
Aug 19, 20185 min read
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Credibility & Absolutes
​In an out of whack world where fake news has become a mainstream topic, credibility is becoming an essential asset among peers. Off the...
DerekGMZ
Aug 18, 20183 min read
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Successful Poker Content: Four Common Characteristics
While grinding in Los Angeles and Las Vegas, I converse with a lot of amateur poker players. When we speak about goals and aspirations,...
DerekGMZ
Aug 17, 20183 min read
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